"it's funny how time has a way of bringing pain around. and did you tell her that i'm the one that burned you down? it's okay to ignore me, pretend like you don't know. i probably deserve this all, but i pray to god that it don't show. well i'm not sure how i'm supposed to watch you walk away. you won't think of me but i'll never forget today." ♥ casey donahew band.

Monday, March 21, 2011

moneymoneymoneyyy

made seventy dollars today just by selling a bunch of clothes
on craigslist that i don't wear anymore and don't fit anymore.

having big boobs sucks.
it sucks carrying them around.
(ask my back)
and it sucks having to try on
every piece of clothing...
don't even talk to me about bikini shopping.

but yeah, seventy bucks! that's like a shopping spree at
forever21. or two months of tanning. or two visits to
the nail salon. or happy hour for seventy days. NICE!

aaand the pretty little liars season finale was pretty
awesome. BUT i hated the ending... are you for real?


LONG DAY TOMORROW, BUT I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!

Saturday, March 19, 2011

TWO YEARS!

today marks two years together for nathan and i! ♥

our relationship has endured pretty much everything: happiness, grief, triumph, discouragement, failure, success, luck, and so much more! every day together contributes to the walking stones on our pathway of life.
i am so happy to call him my best
friend, lover, and future husband!
no matter how difficult i am (and believe me, i am very stubborn!) nathan always manages to make everything alright. when i'm super upset and about to have a panic attack, he knows exactly how to calm me down... just the way he does everything is perfect.

i don’t need empty love words coming from somebody
that’ll never love me like you do
i don’t need to feel a warm touch from somebody else cause
no other touch could be this true
well everything about you inside and out is perfect
over the edge i always fall
every time i see you the way i feel reminds me
the world i knew seems so small
cause now with you i have it all

-RANDY ROGERS BAND-

i love you nathan andrew hernandez.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

just some humor at my expense...

sorry to the few of you that actually read my blog. i haven't been blogging lately because i've just been occupied with school and stuff. but to make up for it, i'll let you have a good laugh (yes, at my expense... hints the title). and so the story begins.

like every tuesday, i woke up and threw on some clothes for my appointment. (only today i didn't put my contacts in or wear any makeup.) i had to reschedule due to a time conflict and some paperwork. went back home and talked to my mom about some wedding stuff and googled online notes over the book i didn't finish reading... but i had a quiz in history so it was either wing it or at least attempt to bullshit it. anatomy lecture was boring as usual and there were many empty seats just like thursday. i swear i almost fell asleep taking notes ten or twenty times. history went pretty well... after i took my quiz (which didn't seem that bad regardless of the fact that i didn't finish the book) i got my first exam back. i made an eighty-nine! i am suuuuuper proud of myself! i rushed to eat lunch with nathan while he was on break for work, so that was nice.

then i got this brilliant idea.... i'm going to go to sally's! i know what i want going in but it was just a matter of deciding which brand and style i was going to choose. i came home and immediately started getting to work. i was super excited to show nathan!




if only i had known when i started how very painful it is to get, or should i say give yourself, a bikini wax! i feel like i've done it all in the ways of pain, except childbirth of course. i've gotten a tattoo and had several piercings, oral surgery to remove my wisdom teeth, hit in the shin by a weighted softball while i was catching without gear, surgery on my foot, and stitches in my forehead. i have to say none of that compares to the pain of bikini waxing... needless to say after three applications down there, i peeled that shit away with tears starting to form in my eyes and said "fuck this shit! ima keep shaving!" the only time i ever plan on getting waxed down there is by a professional with some pain meds. hahaha

hope you got a good laugh!

Monday, February 7, 2011

HAVE TO BLOG, EEK!

got a lot of homework done and worked on some test reviews.

played some call of duty and kicked complete ass in search and destroy.

broke out the fondue pot and dipped a bunch of fruit into chocolate
with my boo while we watched gossip girl and pretty little liars.

NOT GAY, JUST LOVE. ♥

now i'm about to study. nate is helping me with anatomy
(flashcards you perves)
so hopefully i will ace my anatomy practical wednesday.


BUT it would also be pretty bad ass if it snowed enough it was delayed.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

on with the sickness

are there ever times when you seriously start questioning someone's sexuality? i'm there.

well today was kind of awful unfortunately. nathan began having an allergic reaction to his prescription refill yesterday morning, but it seems that no amount of benadryll really helps. he has been itching and miserable all day and there is nothing i can do about it except rub anti-itch cream all over his body where he has been itching. :( i wish i could make the pain go away. i've been where he is and it definitely sucks. i was lucky enough though that my reaction was contained to my foot (post surgery) compared to all-over itch.

we had planned to go to the emergency room early this morning around eight am. (that doesn't really sound early to most i'm sure but that's early to me/us. haha) but after a restless night for nathan, he finally got to sleep and didn't want to wake up from it, which i definitely don't blame him for. because i didn't have class for several hours after getting ready to basically go nowhere, i decided to curl up next to him and take a nap. unfortunately that nap caused me to miss both my classes. EEK! it turns out i didn't miss much in my anatomy lecture, just some notes and mostly babbling. so i caught up on the reading and all of that jazz, but i'm so anxious and nervous for tomorrow. i have my first day of anatomy lab and just based off of my friend's experience, it's going to be mentally exhausting and draining. :( sigh... what have i gotten myself into?

mmmyeah, and i signed nathan and i up for a psychology survey about couples, so we had to do that tonight for about an hour. on the plus side i got credit for the "experimentation" part of my psychology course and nathan got entered to win a $50 gift card somewhere. ahha

OH YES! i hate incompetent people. i'm sorry but i don't see how hard it is to make pizzas, bake them, take orders, and shove them in a box. it was like an hour+ ordeal just to get a damn large pizza. wtffffffff! there's a reason some people get paid minimum wage i guess?

Friday, January 14, 2011

WHEW!

well, this is my first post in awhileee. :) but things are actually stable and normal now. well as normal as they can be for us, hahaha.

koda is doing very well now that there aren't other dogs around and it's just his brother, raider. the swelling and fluid that was in his elbow where the pin was causing friction has gone down significantly after using the two prescriptions my mom's vet in wylie gave us. we'll be going back at the end of january to the vet in beaumont that performed the surgery so he can remove the pin in his leg. YAY! :) so by that time koda will be completely healed and be able to do his bouncy bouncy routine as usual, which of course he is missing a LOT!

the spring semester has officially started and i think i'm going to like it. :) my psychology class is a lot of fun and i like the people in there so far although a few of them are kinda weird though. so far statistics kinda sucks because it's boring, the class is packed like sardines, and we have some indian guy filling in for the actual teacher... but it's just been note taking so far so i can't complain too much. my texas history class should be great though because i have had my instructor a previous class and he is very passionate about history and has a good sense of humor. anatomy is pretty intimidating but i'm superrr excited! there is going to be a lot of time and effort spent on studying and doing homework for this class in order to get my a! haha

alsoooo, one of my good friends heath is going to italy for the semester! he is leaving sunday morning so i'm sad BUT i'm super excited for him and of course jealous. haha