surprise, surprise

i get to babysit or at least visit

this dork tomorrow evening ;)

and she doesn't even know it!

best big sister in the world

RIGHT HERE ♥

burlesque

this one is my favorite ♥

hothothot!

i have such an obsession with burlesque/showgirl outfits lately!

ahhhahaha :)

YES!

KODA ♥

our baby is home from his surgery

and expected to have a full recovery!

ah, tomorrow!

it felt good to catch up on much needed sleep today. unfortunately my body is still responding to stress and i wish it would just chill the fuck out, buuuuut tis life. :/ i got happy hour today and nathan had a doctor appointment. unfortunately i think the doctor he saw shouldn't even have a job... he prescribed three medications, two of which when mixed together are known to cause seizures. wtf is he trying to do, kill somebody? jesus.

but yeahhh. got to take a nap and cuddle with my raider babyyy. ♥ and took my history of rock and roll final online. hopeful to get at least a b.

and tomorrow afternoon we pick up koda from the vet in groves! :) i can't wait to see how our baby is doing. i've been so stressed and worried over him, but hopefully the vet doesn't see any negative signs of his recovery and will say it's okay to travel. i'm kind of tired of houston right now. i'm definitely looking forward to dallas, so hopefully we will be there...

also, on another note. i was doing some naughty christmas shopping and came across two websites recommended by cosmopolitan. my question is not only who would pay $200 for a vibrator, but who would pay $13,500 for a vibrator? that's soooo dumb.

it's you..

i got memories all over the place

but only one still hurts, only one still hurts like

texas was green eyes crying goodbye

was a long drive

a heartache i’m still trying to get through

texas was you

texas was my whole life waving goodbye

thought i’d die

a heartache i'm still trying to get through

texas was you

it will always be you.

♥

finally, some relief

well, my body is definitely suffering from all of the stress that has been present since sunday afternoon. but i'm so glad now that i feel like i can breathe again and things will be back to normal.

nathan's dad was super late picking us up from the house to drive two hours to the vet's clinic in groves. than in itself was upsetting. what made the situation even more frustrating was the fact that koda's pain medicine was definitely wearing off and he kept trying to get comfortable in the car so he would scream and cry every time he moved. :( but eventually he got situated and fell asleep until we arrived at the vet. he was a little shaky at first while we asked questions but quickly calmed down. i think he was used to seeing vets and knew everyone was trying to make him better. he was immediately put on pre-op medicine to manage his pain until it was time for surgery.

the vet's office called a few minutes ago and let us know that koda came through with one plate and seven screws put into his radius and ulna. we are all very hopeful for a full recovery! we just have to make sure that he doesn't try to run once he can actually place some weight on his leg. :) we pick him up thursday from the vet and in the mean time we will get plenty of rest and spoil our other baby a little bit because we've been force to neglect him some to help koda, which i'm sure he understands... but still.

and i just want to say thank you to all of our family and friends for being so helpful in this process/situation. even a huge thank you is deserved to those who stopped to help our babies find their way home and get help! and thank you all of the many prayers; there is no doubt we have needed them and appreciate them greatly!

nausea and sleep deprivation

i don't think i have had this little sleep since high school. i am running on fumes. but i can't sleep because i want to make sure my baby is okay. and although we know now that he has a broken radius and a fractured ulna, which can be repaired with a simple surgery i'm still worried like crazy. i'm so worried that i'm literally making myself sick. nausea is not my best friend.

well five am is going to come fast, so i need to try and take a nap.